Hmm…….
Time passed by so fast. Another two weeks left for my practical training (12 weeks duration). It also noted that Michael Jackson the great singer passed away. However thanx to Allah because he able to die in Islam. Al Fatihah.
After 10 weeks being “dumped” in this horror world, I finally doubted with my own life. Is it really meant for me or I had made the wrong decision form the beginning? People always proud of me. They praised me and treated me well. They said I am special and very strong. They looked at me as a newborn baby which is so cute (ahaks.. 
) and innocent. But the fact is that I am not!!
The moment i made my decision, is it really because of the “nur” or it is just because of my immatured decision. In other word i am just not serious in it. I really do not know. What should i do now? I know i cannot turn back anymore.
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No way to turn back..u must be proud of urself cause u’ve made a smartest decision ever..u have to learn how to trust urself especially on the decision had been made..”abaikan suara2 kecil yg selalu berbisik dekat telinga tu yg slalu mengganggu & membuat kita rasa was-was..” Please dun ask da same question to urself cause it might trouble u a lot..U will become more confuse n confuse n confuse..Do muhasabah for the betterment k..InsyaAllah u’ll be fine..