Prison Break

Break the prison!

One of the most demanded series. But my main story of course is not about this awesome and adventurous series. For those fan out there, keep on watching.

Last Saturday i managed to had a chance to join a program namely “We Care We Share” which was held at Penjara Kajang. It was a great experience for me as this was my first time to approach such a group of people. Again same  like other program, our target were the youngsters or teenagers.

What had we done over there? Well our objective was about “solat“ or prayer. We were sperated in a smaller group of 13-15 peoples. In the small group, we tried to help them in term of solat. The basic of solat as a Muslim. It was very interesting because they are very active and participative. We can see their eagerness to learn and ask whatever doubt they had.

This program is a small scale program which is organized by Datin Fauziah@Umi under one independent non-government organization. they are only about 9 of us in this program. Speak about Datin, actually we had met before. It was during the trip to Sarawak organized by the Ministry of Unity, Art and Culture.

Just to share some information and experience during the program. When the moment i step into the jail through the big gate, there was an uneasy feelings of scared and horror. With a big wall surrounding the area and high gate together with the guard, it really feel like out of the world. There are block where the people wait for death sentence. And the peoples have different colour of shirt indicating their status in the cell.

I cannot write any longer. I have class. Lately i’m having connection problem. Thus i’m unable to write this post where it supposed to be posted on Saturday. We are  not allowed to bring in any electronic item like camera and handphone. Hence there is no picture available in the cell. But we did manage to snap photo at the entrance which i’ll attached it later.

In a nutshell, think of the consequences before we act. There is no such thing that we can determine or judge who is right or wrong and punish them. The LAW is invented ot introduced for a purpose. No matter how is it, the law is always there and remember the truth will always prevail.

JAYA ‘09

Fuh!! It was quite interesting. It has been quite  along time i did not involve in any programme. Just to share with you all, during the weekend i had the chance to join JAYA ‘09 which was organized by Muslim Students Association Petaling Jaya (MSAPJ) with the colloboration of Persatuan Kebangsaan Pelajar Islam Malaysia (PKPIM). This is not the first time. Eventually it is started since few years back.

Basically this programme is aimed to gather all the members of Persatuan Pelajar Islam (PPI) from the schools around Petaling Jaya. The gathering is to discuss and find solution for their problems and also organize some programmes that can benefit all the Muslim students around Petaling Jaya.

Well, that is some brief introduction about JAYA ‘09. What is so interesting about this programme? For me, it is because i am able to meet my friends especially Syah, my seniors and my juniors as well. It was really feeling like going back to the past. Syah is as usual, as busy as a bee. My junior all had grown up. Hehe. Last time they were the participants and now they were the facilitators and committees. Salute you guys!!This time, the participants were lesser but most of them were enjoying their time. Of course there was a few that being a bit passive. The most outstanding participant is Jabir-Abdullah from SMK Damansara Jaya. hihi

In a nutshell, what i would like to express here is that my long lost spirit is starting to coming back by bits and bits. I hope i am able to stand up again in the RIGHT PATH just like the olden days during my studies in Matriculation Centre. Thus  i hope all of you will keep on helping me and pray for me. Thank you very much.

P/S: Sorry there is no any pic coz i din have any camera. hehe.

Prayer is the most powerful weapon for Muslim.

Is it really meant for me?

Hmm…….

Time passed by so fast. Another two weeks left for my practical training (12 weeks duration). It also noted that Michael Jackson the great singer passed away. However thanx to Allah because he able to die in Islam. Al Fatihah.

After 10 weeks being “dumped” in this horror world, I finally doubted with my own life. Is it really meant for me or I had made the wrong decision form the beginning? People always proud of me. They praised me and treated me well. They said I am special and very strong. They looked at me as a newborn baby which is  so cute (ahaks.. ) and innocent. But the fact is that I am not!!

The moment i made my decision, is it really because of the “nur” or it is just because of my immatured decision. In other word i am just not serious in it. I really do not know. What should i do now? I know i cannot turn back anymore.

Yippie!!

Hi!!

After a long long vacation, i’m back to writing. Well, you know. Writing need the mood and ideas. Unfortunately i’m not the type which are good enough in this field.

To begin with, just wanna share my experience with you all. My practical experience. Currently i am doing my practical training at KPMG, one of the Big 4. It is an international accounting firm which basically provide auditing, taxation and advisory services.

I learned a lot of new things. All those in text book and powerpoint slides are being applied in the task. It is quite interesting and enjoyable. And the hour working is also interesting. Usually i will be only going back at 7pm++ due to some reasons. hihi.. 

One most valuable experience that i able to treasure is that actually i am still a very weak person. I defeated by my myself and also by the world. My life totally turn turtle from 0 degree to 180 degree (too exagerate.hehe! :-p). Well actually it is quite bad. The only hope that i would wish for is to let me live longer so that i can repent later.

I would like to post a question to you all. Hopefully there is an answer for it or at least opinion. Sometime we knew that the things that we are doing are wrong, yet we still insist to do it. Why? I really don’t have answer for it.

I think that it for my “report”. Cannot write any longer. To know more, PM me..