Is it really meant for me?

Hmm…….

Time passed by so fast. Another two weeks left for my practical training (12 weeks duration). It also noted that Michael Jackson the great singer passed away. However thanx to Allah because he able to die in Islam. Al Fatihah.

After 10 weeks being “dumped” in this horror world, I finally doubted with my own life. Is it really meant for me or I had made the wrong decision form the beginning? People always proud of me. They praised me and treated me well. They said I am special and very strong. They looked at me as a newborn baby which is  so cute (ahaks.. ) and innocent. But the fact is that I am not!!

The moment i made my decision, is it really because of the “nur” or it is just because of my immatured decision. In other word i am just not serious in it. I really do not know. What should i do now? I know i cannot turn back anymore.

Yippie!!

Hi!!

After a long long vacation, i’m back to writing. Well, you know. Writing need the mood and ideas. Unfortunately i’m not the type which are good enough in this field.

To begin with, just wanna share my experience with you all. My practical experience. Currently i am doing my practical training at KPMG, one of the Big 4. It is an international accounting firm which basically provide auditing, taxation and advisory services.

I learned a lot of new things. All those in text book and powerpoint slides are being applied in the task. It is quite interesting and enjoyable. And the hour working is also interesting. Usually i will be only going back at 7pm++ due to some reasons. hihi.. 

One most valuable experience that i able to treasure is that actually i am still a very weak person. I defeated by my myself and also by the world. My life totally turn turtle from 0 degree to 180 degree (too exagerate.hehe! :-p). Well actually it is quite bad. The only hope that i would wish for is to let me live longer so that i can repent later.

I would like to post a question to you all. Hopefully there is an answer for it or at least opinion. Sometime we knew that the things that we are doing are wrong, yet we still insist to do it. Why? I really don’t have answer for it.

I think that it for my “report”. Cannot write any longer. To know more, PM me..

What if?

1. What if Allah couldn’t take the time to bless us today because we couldn’t take the time to thank Him yesterday?

2. What if Allah decided to stop leading us tomorrow because we didn’t follow Him today?

3. What if we never saw another flower bloom because we grumbled when Allah sent the Rain?

4. What if Allah didn’t walk with us today because we failed to recognize it as His day?

5. What if Allah took away the Quran tomorrow because we would not read it today ?

6. What if Allah took away His message because we failed to listen to the messenger?

7. What if the door of the Mosque was closed because we didn’t open the door of our heart?

8. What if Allah stopped loving and caring for us because we failed to love and care for others?

9. What if Allah would not hear us today because we would not listen to Him?

10. What if Allah answered our prayers the way we answer His calls?

11. What if Allah met our needs the way we give Him our lives?

Just Read…

Don’t compare yourself with anyone in this world.

If you compare, you are insulting yourself.

No one will manufacture a lock without a key.

Similarly God won’t give problems without solutions.

Life smiles, laughs and salutes...

Life laughs at you when you are unhappy…

Life smiles at you when you are happy…

Life salutes you when you make others happy…

Every successful person has a painful story.

Every painful story has a successful ending.

Accept the pain and get ready for success.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others.

Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet.

No one can go back and change a bad beginning;

But anyone can start now and create a successful ending…

If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it.

If a problem cannot be solved, what is the use of worrying?

If you miss an opportunity, don’t fill the eye with tears.

It will hide another better opportunity in front of you.

Changing or Facing?

“Changing the Face” can change nothing.

But “Facing the Changes” can change everything.

Don’t complain about others;

Change yourself if you want peace.

Mistakes are painful when they happen.

But year’s later collection of mistakes is called experience, which leads to success.

Be bold when you loose and be calm when you win.

Heated gold becomes ornament, beaten copper becomes wires, depleted stone becomes statue.

So the more pain you get in life, you become valuable.

Is Going to Over….

It is already 26th of Ramadhan. Only 4 days left. As stated in one of the hadith, the third phase of fasting month is where the Muslims are given the chance to “escape from hell fire”. This mean that if someone really repent from all the sins he had done with sincerity, insyaALLAH, HE will forgive those sin.

We must remember that our Almighty God is the most Gracious and Merciful. As long as the DoomsDay has not arrived, we are still having the chance. Sometime we keep saying “I can’t do it”, “I don’t know how to do it”, “I had tried before but failed” and etc. Whether we realised or not actually there are a clear path for us.

My friends, I would like to throw a scenario for us to ponder. You are still in the secondary school and looking at your friends, almost all of them had their own mobile phone. The most common one is Nokia 3310. Of course, being together with them, you have a strong feeling to own one. Thus at such a young age, you will definitely request it from your parents.The request either be granted or not, depend on your parent’s decision, rite? They may grant your request with condition.

What I want to highlight is request. If we want something, we need to request it. As a Muslim supplication (Doa) is always the most powerful weapon for a Muslim. Muslims must remember that if they have any request, they must request it from HIM. You want ALLAH to accept your repent, supplicate to HIM. There is a hadith stating about supplication :

“O Son (& daughter) of Adam, as long as you supplicate to Me and have hope in me I will pardon you in spite of what you have done, and I do not care. O Son (& daughter) of Adam, if your sins were so numerous as to reach the lofty regions of the sky, then you asked My forgiveness, I would forgive you, and I do not care. O Son (& daughter) of Adam, if you were to meet Me with enough sins to fill the earth, then met Me, not associating anything with Me (in worship), I shall greet you with its equivalent in forgiveness.’” (Narrated by Al-Tirmidhi. And Ahmad and Al-Darimi transmitted it from Abu Dharr)

Don’t you see?still unable to believe it?you have to..;-) ALLAH will grant all the wish from HIS servant. It is a matter of time. Some been granted so fast. Some quite late. And most interesting sometime HE grant your wish through other people. It’s realyy wonderful if we are able to get closer to HIM..